Mind Matters – III

More preps today. And going down a road that I haven’t walked in quite a while.

What do you do when you revisit a place you’ve been to before?

What do you do when you’re confronted with an identity you used to hold – and wondering if you are still meant to?

What do you do when memories of a road once-trodden fills you with smiles and trepidation all at once?

What are you to think of a calling that still tugs at (some of) your heartstrings, even though you have outgrown its beginnings?

Is it possible to walk down a road you once knew, and know it all over again?

Is it possible to revisit a place and see it with new eyes?

Is it possible to live sanely with the memories that bring smiles and trepidation all at once?

Is it possible to respond to a familiar calling that while faint, is still there, yet live it out in a new way?

Today it seems like my heart condemns, deceives, teases, encourages and prompts me – all at once. But today is almost over. Tomorrow brings new light, and with it new revelations.



About lilac butterfly

Live. Love. Learn. Laugh. Write. Draw. Colour. Blend. Play. Dream. Cry. Reflect. Pray. Sing. Worship. Bake. Cook. Rest. Give thanks.


  1. If you read my most recent post, you know that the questions you pose above have answers answers that will tell you to put your shoulder to the boulder of “Cannot” or “Better not” etc and say, if God’s Word to me is true, then I will not be afraid, I will not question God but I will go into the unknown with the known God.

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